It's Not Illegal

A friend told me today that it's not illegal to talk to her two days in a row.

This started with a text from me asking if she had time for a call. She called me back within 30 seconds. God seems to know when I need her the most, and vise versa. At the end, she apologized for not calling last night for our usual two hour Thursday night chat. I said it was because God knew I would need to talk to her today. That's when she said its not illegal to talk to her two days in a row :-)

I started the day with a headache and then went into full-blown crisis mode by mid-morning because of events out of my control. So tonight I'm thankful for friends & therapists who are accessible and available in a crisis. Just a quick text, a short message, or a long phone call from a few people helps remind me that I'm not alone and I don't have to wade through it by myself.

Maybe

I really want to write tonight but I think I'd rather talk. If my friend Kim was here, I'd beg her to meet me for our late night coffee. There are so many thoughts bouncing around in my head right now. I've always lived my life by a set of learned rules but I think the rules can change if I let them. I just need to figure out how. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not as crazy as I thought I was.
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More Projects

After Steve did some yard work tonight, it started to rain again so he came inside and helped me hang some things up.

He also thought it would be a good idea to get my special cups out. I had unpacked them quite a while ago but just put them away in a cupboard. It's fun to be able to look at them again. Back in my old life, I used to purchase a glass or cup from different places I traveled. They bring back lots of memories :-)

Feelings

I apologize to all my nice friends and family for the language, but this is pretty darn accurate!!!

I Officially Resign

I had appointments for five out of six kids at the eye doctor this morning, plus myself. I think I'm done for the day. Oh wait, we still have baseball tonight.

The Many Faces of Brittney