I'm not going to church today. Steve will be working all day at the Swiftel Center for the cheer competition and Riley spent the night at a friend's house, so neither of them will be home. I'll probably drop Taylor and Anthony off at church, let Brittney babysit Sophia and Zeke and then I might go out for coffee.
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Mostly, I just don't want to be around a lot of people right now. And I'm way past the point of thinking I need to be physically present in the church building to be saved or to show others how good a christian I am. Yes, I do believe that church is a necessary part of fellowship and growth and that it needs to be a priority. If I can make time for work or basketball or coffee, I should be able to make time for church. But there are also times when I need to not be there. Today is one of those days.
I also ditched out on my husband for the big SDSU basketball game yesterday. He took Taylor and Anthony instead. I usually love going and it was the last home game of the season but I just didn't want to be in a big crowd and have to make conversation with lots of people. Thankfully, he was very understanding. Although he did try very hard to convince me to go anyway.
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